Deflated, defeated, angry self loathing, unaccomplished are just a few words I muffled all the way back to the car parked back in Patterdale, as today was the first time I looked at my route in dismay & realise I can’t go on any further ‘I’m beaten’ my usual get up & go attitude has got up & gone & took my will & not to mention my legs with it.
My route today was to be a simple but joyful one, Dollywagon Pike via Grisedale a great route amongst the giants of St Sunday Crag, Helvellyn & Nethermost Pike, a walk covering roughly 400 Mtrs in over 3 miles so on a good day a nice stroll out, then my choice was to climb Dollywagon Pike up the steep zig zag path from Grisedale Tarn then a hasty retreat back down & back out the valley, today I wasn’t to be tempted by Birkhouse Moor (although I have climbed Helvellyn previously via Birkhouse Moor on numerous occasions I don’t actually have a summit shot) even more tempting was a shot of Red Tarn or Helvellyn’s precariously over hanging snow cornice..no I wasn’t tempted by any of this..my plan was laid out & simple.
I knew today was going to be cold, its something I have become accustomed to but today was especially cold, a bone chilling –13°as I left for Grisedale from Patterdale, the temperature did rise to a tropical -6° which again I am accustomed too. The first hour of the walk into the Grisedale Valley I was met by what looked like promising blue skies, the sun shone on the fells lighting their snow covered summits with an orange afterglow, this walk I said to myself has reminiscent of last weekend, great views, blue skies & snow covered fells.
I was a little wrong.. |